Honestly speaking, me and my partner Rudolf wasn't able to talked about our demo that much. I think that time we have our own priority that we need to do. I know that there is a lack of communication between us and we weren't able to talk that much. I know that there is also a lack of initiatives in each part regarding on what we will do in the demo. I know that I also have a mistake, maybe because he got pressured because I am his partner. I am a kind of person who always wanted to do my best so that I will not disappoint those people who believe in me.
When I found out that he is my partner I really do not know what to do. I prayed to God to guide us in everything that we do. I am not saying that he is not good but he is a person who looks like everything is alright even though it is not like for example I got panicked but for him it is nothing. But we also had a talked and agreed on what we will do. A day before our demo, there are still a revision to do and we got home late so that we will able to do our best in our demo. We were able to do it but somehow I know there are things that he can do. Honestly, I got guilty because I wasn't able to help him in the best that I can so that he will able to do his best. I know that I can give or offer him a help but that time I am also occupied with so many thoughts on what will be the result of our demo. So I wasn't able to ask him what he needs or if he has a question and if it is clear to him.
I know that it will be great if both us had communicated well. I will be very happy if he feels comfortable working with me so that he will not get pressured. Next time I will make sure that my partner will understand why I am like this and I will also asked his/her ideas on how we will work well. I do not want other people to feel bad just because I want our work to be the best. And I know that I must be open on what my partner feels so that we will have a harmonious relationship, so that both of us will able to give our best and will be happy with the result of our work.
When I found out that he is my partner I really do not know what to do. I prayed to God to guide us in everything that we do. I am not saying that he is not good but he is a person who looks like everything is alright even though it is not like for example I got panicked but for him it is nothing. But we also had a talked and agreed on what we will do. A day before our demo, there are still a revision to do and we got home late so that we will able to do our best in our demo. We were able to do it but somehow I know there are things that he can do. Honestly, I got guilty because I wasn't able to help him in the best that I can so that he will able to do his best. I know that I can give or offer him a help but that time I am also occupied with so many thoughts on what will be the result of our demo. So I wasn't able to ask him what he needs or if he has a question and if it is clear to him.
I know that it will be great if both us had communicated well. I will be very happy if he feels comfortable working with me so that he will not get pressured. Next time I will make sure that my partner will understand why I am like this and I will also asked his/her ideas on how we will work well. I do not want other people to feel bad just because I want our work to be the best. And I know that I must be open on what my partner feels so that we will have a harmonious relationship, so that both of us will able to give our best and will be happy with the result of our work.